Went sushi again with my family. 

seriously,

no more sushi for me, at least this  month.

i'm just enough with it. 

LOL.

guess what.

i saw u today.

it's the first time i met u since june.

i'm stunned when i saw u in the parking lot.

u just walk passed my car.

when i was standing right infront of the sushi shop,

i was hoping that u won't pass by there.

but it doesn't happen as what i wished.

u just passed by.

u are just few meters away from me.

at the moment,

i wish i'm a invisible person.

u know why?

因为我害怕，

我害怕我与你眼神交流的那一刻。

i always wanted to meet u somewhere just to say hi to you.

however,

when the time comes,

what i did is totally out of expectation.

i doesn't know i will choose this way.

until today,

only i realised i do choose the other way round.

i chose to hide myself from your sight.

i wish u will never see me.

whenever i see you,

it reminds me how suffer am i to go through june.

it reminds me how many tears that u had brought for me.

it just simply reminds me everything.

and all this happened today when i saw you again.

                                                      Don't beg for anyone to stay in your life.

                                                                           If they wanted to be a part of your life,

                                                                                     they will and they stay.
                                            



                                                                           so don't reserve a space in your heart for 

                                                                        someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.

                                                                                        #  im telling this to myself.