1 more day to go

Finally it reach 30.11.2011.

1 more day to go.

the worst day ever for me.

1.12.2011.

I'm scared.

Really scared.

Can i go through 1.12.2011?

I don't know.

I have never been this stress before.

Seriously.

NEVER.

yesterday night when i was studying half way,

suddenly i feel the stress was all over me.

It makes me can't even breathe.

This is the first time,

I feel it's so hard for me to breathe.

I even stress till my tears dropped before dinner time just now.

I don't know why am i so stressful these few days.
Tears drop because of stress??
This is so not me.
Seriously,

I never have this feeling before in my life.

Everyone of my family members keep telling me not to stress up myself.

They just told me： just do your best.

It's just a test.

If fail also nevermind.

It won't be the end of your life.

U still have long way to go.

They keep telling me not to stress.

If tired just go and sleep.

Don't sleep on the table.

Seriously,

my heart feel so warm when hearing all this.

but they dint know,

the more they telling me not to stress,

the more stressful i am.

Idiot

IDIOT!

u make me so PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!

I don't wish to give u a DAMN

but the attitude that u have really @#$%^&*

yesterday i told my mum what happen.

and this is her answer: it's your fault. you can't blame people.

WHAT THE FCUKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!

I PROMISED, 

NO MORE NEXT TIME!

I WON'T BE THAT KIND TO YOU ANYMORE!

this is the sentence which i wanted to give u.

FCUK U BITCHHHHHHHHHHH!

Everyone do have their limits.

Don't try to over.

sorry for being so rude.

STPM

FINALLY.

21th of dec is arrive.

one more day left.

People,

FIGHT FOR IT!

Good luck and all the best to you and me.

# just realise today is 20.11.2011.

what a nice date. 

LOL.

went to ask some info about the camera which i wanted to buy for so long.

disappointed again.

because red is not available at the moment.

only have white and black.

and they said red is lack of stock.

still have to wait.

arggggg...

already wait for so long for the camera.

and now still have to wait again.

it's kinda frustrated. =S

nevermind.

good thing is worth for waiting. =)

i just hope i can get it before stpm end.

so that i can take lotssss of pic with muh crazy friends after stpm.

wheeee~

exactly one more month to go.

i cant wait for the freedom time! =P

突然很想你

可是我再也没有理由去找你了

Disappointment

sometimes when u nearly get what u want,

but there's always a problem pop out which ruin everything.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ????

i almost get the camera which i wanted since years ago.

but my dad just pop out and say u should save the money and spend it wisely.

since young till now,

my dad WON'T comment a single word on what i bought.

but this time,

he stop me from buying the camera.

maybe he think i shouldn't spend so much in it?

i really don't know what to do.

listen to him?

but i really want it. =(

im lost.

wait for me,

for sure i will bring u home one day =)

*perhaps this week*

is thinking what to tell my dad after i buy it.

your words really disappoint me at the moment.

可不可以

不要每次给了我希望

然后又收回好吗？

因为我真的失望到怕了。

♥11 :: 11 :: 11 ♥

Wow...

it's 11.11.11 ♥

this date is such a nice date.

but it's nothing special to me

as im single.

no dating, no sweet msg.

so it's just a normal day for me. =)

compare to *111111*,

*616* is more special for me. =)

since today is so special,

can i make a wish? 

i wish the time could be pause at that time.

even  just for a day.

                                                                  never regret anything

                                              because at one time

                                      it was exactly what you wanted

this is why i always say

i will never regret with what i did

even though sometimes it brings tears more than happiness

even though it's only a day,

but it's more than enough for me

because i know i couldn't ask for more.

 

很开心你把那一天给了我

：： 只是原来一切只值一天 ：：

 ˙·٠•●♥✣✿♥✿ happy-go-lucky ✿♥✿✣♥●•٠·˙

 

 

最近读到了这个故事。
我觉得形容得还蛮正确的。
LOL。

 

 

老鼠被猫写给她的情书感动决定嫁给猫，
结果却被猫吃掉，
临死前猫得意地说：
“小样，这么容易上当”。
老鼠捏着猫写给她的情书，
无比凄凉地笑道：
“在我收到你情书的那一刻，
我就料到会是这样的结局，
但我不愿相信这样的事实”。
 

有时候
明知道别人说的是假话
却安慰自己那是真的。







我曾经也当过那只老鼠，
明知道是假话，
却一直说服我自己说，
要相信我自己。
其实我一直都在逃避，
逃避那我不想知道的现实。







我不明白，
更不能原谅我自己，
为什么到现在看到了，
还会心疼。
我不是应该已经习惯了吗？

#今天的心情有点灰
我又看不见
我天空里的星星了