Happy ending :)

Finally...

it came to an end...

a happy ending which both of us are ok...

luckily our friendship is still the same as last time after we had gone through so many problems :)

im so sorry if i had disturb you recently...

but thanks...

i really learn alot from you after gone through all this :)

i will remember what u had taught me so that i won't repeat it again. :)

but im still the same...

a girl who like to ask question which u don't like at all...

现在你不可能会是我男友了

所以我也没有必要因为你的不喜欢而改变...

除非还有下一次

也许我会考虑因为你再改变多一次

muahahaha :D

through out this few weeks...

i really tried my best...

but still u can't be mine...

i will never regret...

because im not a girl who will give up easily without trying at all...

thanks for giving me a chance to try and learn :)

谢谢你

让我翻过了这座山

经过这次

我得到的比我失去的还要多很多 :')

虽然这次的收获是用心碎换回来的 </3

我们不能在一起

也许就如你所说

       爱一个人要讲时机

       我和你在错误的时机在一起

是合不来的

你值得有个人来更加的爱你

但是我没有这么幸运

我不是那个人 

真正爱一个人

是要给对方自由

而不是要完全的占有对方

你我都应该给对方更多得自由

因为我们都爱对方

我们是不会分开的

因为我们是好朋友

是永远都不会分开的

好吧

当不了情人

就当朋友吧

只少朋友能当一辈子

就如你所说 =）

有些缘分是注定要失去的

有些缘分是永远不会有好结果的

也许这就是我们的结局 ='))

当你遇到曾经爱过的人时

记得要感激他

因为他让你更懂得爱

 

曾经发生的

我不会选择忘记

因为我知道我办不到

那唯有让它变成我与你最好的回忆 =')

如果下次遇到什么问题

记得找我

我还是一样会在这里 

i will still always be there for you when you need me =)
wee wang wang xD

只想告诉你...

当你说*我不懂*的时候

你的表情真的很可爱

所以那天我才会一直问你同样的问题

因为我喜欢看你说*我不懂*的时候的表情

我很坏吧?

哈哈=）。。。

没错。。

我就是那么坏 XP

允许我再为你哭一次

真的

今天会是最后一次

再也没有下次了=')

I did what i promised...

let u go...

even though my heart tell me don't...

='(

3rd of jun.

A day that i'll never forget  ♥ =）

现在的我

真的好了很多

想通了？？

连我自己也不知道。

really thanks to you...

u had taught me lots of things which i can't learn in book.

now only i knew..

my perception is so wrong...

thanks to you who had corrected me :')

this few days..

i have think a lot...

really a lot...

it makes me feel tired actually...

but this time...

i have learn to be clever...

learn to grab the chance...

bcos there won't be always have second chance which will wait for you...

NO WAY...

once u missed...

it's gone...

心太软的那一方

永远都会是伤的最深的那一个

如果能狠心一些

也许会好过些

但我很失败

因为我做不到

有的时候你需要离开某人一段时间

才会发现自己有多需要他

但那时候

一切都会变得太迟

有时候

爱的太深

回头太难

也许

再也回不到从前

It shall be an end

thanks for your answer...

even though it's not the answer that i want.

actually i know what answer im going to get from you.

cos i know u well..

once i can't get the chance..

i will not get the second chance from u.

this show how cruel are u.

but why can't u just give me another chance?

i really need the second chance.

if u ask me again.

i will immediately reply u DEAL without asking question anymore.

but i know...

u will angry when u read this.

cos i repeated what *she* had done.

only will regret when u have lost the chance.

i remember what u told me.

don't regret when u have lost the chance.

u said u hate this kind of person.

deal or not??

is this question very hard to answer?

nope.

my answer is DEAL

but why??

why can't i say it out on the spot?

='(

you know im hurt.

but u don't even border.

how can u act like there is nothing happen?

can u teach me pls?

i rejected the part time job last week.

u know why.

because i scared when u need someone to be there for u

im working 

u don't know

i empty out my time on that few days just incase suddenly i receive ur msg that u need someone to accompany u...

but im really dissapointed.

feli asked me...

i told u vicky.

just work that job and get some money.

nah..see...u regret now.

NOPE.I DIN'T REGRET AT ALL.

cos i feel it's worth.

u don't know 

i was so exciting sending u the soup.

but what u had gave me REALLY DISSAPOINTED ME

REALLY.

don't do it anymore.

do you know how hurt am i when i read this msg.

but still

i replied u with a smile.

cos i don't want u to know that im really down at the moment.

i know it will never be the same anymore once i send u the msg.

but still i sent.

cos i really can't stand it anymore.

可不可以在我很需要你的时候安慰我

只需一句话

你还好吗

一句就够

recently keep replay this song.

cos...

i really hope this will happen to me now.

but i know it will be just a dream for me.

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我

很想问你

可不可以

不要放棄我

放弃你

我真的做不到。

因为你

我哭了无数次

但你还是我最爱的那一个

It won't be the same anymore.

YAY! 

Finally mid-year test had over...

But still have to work hard for STPM...

Vicky wai...

Trust yourself...

U c.a.n do it !

jia you! :D

sorry...

i fail my chemistry test again...

still remember *faster go study lar...don't fail ur chemi test again* ^^

i felt so warm when i read what you have wrote for me...

even though it's just one sentence...

but it's enough cos i know...

it won't happen again start from now...=')

Just have a talk with a person who are facing almost the same problem with me...

he asked me 1 question...

who hurt me more....

the 1st person who u have feel towards him for almost 6 years or u...

i answered him: u...

i don't know why...

why this time so hurt huh??

seriously...

it hurt MORE than expected ='(

Pls...

just tell me u don't have feel towards me at all so that i can give up u...

im almost half way giving up now...

should i??

 

u don't know...

when i read back all ur msg before i sleep...

my tears will automatically rolling down my cheek...

u know why??

it's becoz i realise ur msg have become shorter and shorter day by day...

now it's just a sentence...

sometimes you don't even border to reply. </3

ok...

this means what??

this means u don't care anymore...

i'm not the one who you will share ur problem with anymore...

just accept the fact that he don't have feel towards you at all vicky wai!

i hate myself.

sorry...

emo post again...

cos it's hard for me to tell people and show how sad am i now...

vicky wai is a person who won't show what she feel actually...

if she did...

that means she's really in problem and it's serious...

so it's the only way to express my feeling through blogging...=')

you don't know i miss you everyday...

如果有一个女生

放下自己的身段

主动联系你

给你打电话

给你发短信

一次

两次

三次

如果有一个女生

放下所谓的尊严

有事没事都联系你

总想知道你在干什么

一天

两天

三天

或者好久

你觉得她很廉价

或许

你根本不在乎

甚至

你以为一切都是理所当然的

你以为自己是高傲的

别人联系你是应该的

你错了

她

毕竟只是一个人

一个很平凡的女孩

她也需要有人疼

有人照顾

终有一天

她会累了

倦了

她会哭着下定决心

再也不主动了

甚至忍着痛

不在联系

因为她给你的短信你从没回过

每一次的主动换来的只是更深的伤害

她

宁愿没有这样一个借口让自己痛苦

她会离开

再也不打扰你的生活

她会离开

悄无声息

从此你的生活不会再被打扰

也许这就是你的幸福

而你却因为不在乎而错过了

有机会给追你的人一声问候

她会高兴好久

你的冷漠每个人都会累的

因为我们是人

一样的人

累了

就一个人过吧

i just can't let it go.

为什么到现在
我还放不下你

从一开始的希望

到现在的绝望

现在的我才知道

原来你比我想像中还要惨忍得多

你单身
我等你

你说不想恋爱
我等你

你结束了你的爱需要疗伤
我陪你
我等你

我以为终有一天你会发现你身边的我

只可惜你给不了我要的答案 

当你打电话告诉我

你被她打伤时

我真的很心疼

其实那个时候我真的很想去你家看看你伤成怎么样

可是我没有勇气向你提出这个要求

因为我不是你的谁

我知道

我只是你的普通到不能再普通的朋友

if you ask

how many times have you cross my mind

i will answer once 

because you have never leave.

其实我很想知道

在你心里

我就只能当朋友吗
你知道
我要当的不只是朋友
however...
i still appreciate u...
as my buddy =)

因为你的一句 

I got feel towards you

not related to other factors.

我撑到现在

身边的人都心疼

周围的人都劝解

个个都说你别傻了

放弃吧

但我只是勉强的笑了一下
微笑着掩饰心里的痛

大概也就只有你

仍旧那么无动于衷

如果我放弃了

你是否会有少许的不舍得？

如果一开始你恨心一点拒绝了我

也许我会过得好一些

你曾经对我说过

别等到失去了才来后悔

所以这次我主动了

你不知道

我是鼓起了多大的勇气

你不知道

还是只是假装不知道

我在期待

期待你给我一个奇迹

但是我还是害怕

害怕这是一个遥不可及的梦

我落泪了你看不到我的伤痕

我放弃了你看不到我的付出

我沉默了你也听不到我的心声

为什么你就那么无动于衷

你可否知道

我每天都在等你的讯息

只可惜每次换来的都是失望

在写这篇文章的时候

我的视线突然变得模糊了

可是我这道你根本不会在乎些什么

对你来说也许我真的那么无所为

如果时间可以停止

我希望把那一天给停止
你并不知道
其实我那时真的很期待那个星期六的到来
和你玩true or dare 是我最怀念的时刻
19.03.2011 
It's so nice to go clubbing and sing k with you even though i don't know ur friends.

如果说爱情是一场游戏

那么我承认

我输了

输得彻底

你伤我那么深

为何我还是始终都放不下你

为何每当想起你

我还是会心痛

还是会流泪

文章常说

水瓶座的人往往不会被珍惜

现在才知道

原来这是真的


水瓶座的情感世界
虽然喜欢结交异性朋友

但爱只会给一个人

付出不需要有结果

也正因为太认真了

就很容易受伤害

虽然表面是是冷漠的

但内心永远永远只忠与一个人

哪怕他不是值得爱的人

也要坚守到最后一刻

我在意，你对我忽冷忽热的性格

我在意，你对我说过每句话的每一个字

我在意，你随口说出的无所谓

我在意，那些你不在意的所有

痛过

才知道如何保护自己
哭过

才知道心痛是什么感觉
傻过

才知道适时的坚持与放弃，
爱过

才知道自己其实很脆弱。

但我总是学不会

一次一次为你守候

终于还是不能停留

我们

是几时开始

渐行渐远

已经到了没有话说的地步

你的回复也变得越来越短

有时候真的很想放弃

可是时间一过

却又还是想念了

别说我很好

我很好

为什么你不要

终于明白

原来太爱一个人

受伤的始终是自己

伤害我

你会心疼吗

你是唯一一个我会叫你wee wang wang 的人

just you

no others.

Just tell me when u have found your girl.

I will let you go.

cos maybe i'm not the right girl for you :')

but still 

my feel towards you is still strong as starting.

sometimes 

something are mean not to be touched 

to prevent the flow of tears.=')

 

Believe me...

i will get out from your life soon...

It fades day by day...

Is that you just don't realise....