It shall be an end

thanks for your answer...

even though it's not the answer that i want.

actually i know what answer im going to get from you.

cos i know u well..

once i can't get the chance..

i will not get the second chance from u.

this show how cruel are u.

but why can't u just give me another chance?

i really need the second chance.

if u ask me again.

i will immediately reply u DEAL without asking question anymore.

but i know...

u will angry when u read this.

cos i repeated what *she* had done.

only will regret when u have lost the chance.

i remember what u told me.

don't regret when u have lost the chance.

u said u hate this kind of person.

deal or not??

is this question very hard to answer?

nope.

my answer is DEAL

but why??

why can't i say it out on the spot?

='(

you know im hurt.

but u don't even border.

how can u act like there is nothing happen?

can u teach me pls?

i rejected the part time job last week.

u know why.

because i scared when u need someone to be there for u

im working 

u don't know

i empty out my time on that few days just incase suddenly i receive ur msg that u need someone to accompany u...

but im really dissapointed.

feli asked me...

i told u vicky.

just work that job and get some money.

nah..see...u regret now.

NOPE.I DIN'T REGRET AT ALL.

cos i feel it's worth.

u don't know 

i was so exciting sending u the soup.

but what u had gave me REALLY DISSAPOINTED ME

REALLY.

don't do it anymore.

do you know how hurt am i when i read this msg.

but still

i replied u with a smile.

cos i don't want u to know that im really down at the moment.

i know it will never be the same anymore once i send u the msg.

but still i sent.

cos i really can't stand it anymore.

可不可以在我很需要你的时候安慰我

只需一句话

你还好吗

一句就够

recently keep replay this song.

cos...

i really hope this will happen to me now.

but i know it will be just a dream for me.

Babe 能不能抓住我
當我的心被搞亂了
當我又笨得要逃走
Babe 從背後抓住我
當我的沖動又犯了
當驕傲把我變討厭了
狠狠罵醒我

很想问你

可不可以

不要放棄我

放弃你

我真的做不到。

因为你

我哭了无数次

但你还是我最爱的那一个