Broken heart......

cant on9 for around 1 month start from now....
cosssssssssssssssss.....
my laptop screen was BROKEN by my brother~~~
SOB SOB.....T.T
have to save money to repair it jor....
haiz......
now im back to the life WITHOUT internet~~~
oh~~~~


hopes i can on9 a.f.a.p.....=)












˙·٠•●♥✣✿♥✿ *blurrr* *blurrr* *blurrr* ✿♥✿✣♥●•٠·˙

just went for a wedding dinner with family....
erm...
the food was not really nice...
and im not satisfied with the surrounding too...
skip that...


haha...

first time ever camwhore with my dad at the dinner...

its soooooo hard to have a pic with him cos he's a person who dont like to take pic..
i think for so long to ask him camwhore with me...
hehe...
finally...i asked him..
i said...
pa...look here....*the phone cam*
he dint smile at all....*act cool lar tu*...
muahaha..XD
then i said take another 1..
u smile look more liang...
hahax!! XD
finally took few pic which i satisfied at the end...=)

last thursday went to cherating to perform choir in the Pra-u carnival...

i was sooo happy cos can join the choir team again...

whee~~ =D

thanks to cheryl...*the photographer of the day*

she brought her DSLR..

so...

whenever we want to take pic v just call...cheryl~~

then she will cum...

muahhaa...XDXD

after that day only i knew actually BOYS also like to take pic...

it's quite unusual cos in my mind most of the guys dont like to take pic..

lets me show u the prove!!!...muahaha...XD

after the performance...

its like the photo shooting time for the guys....

cheryl was the photographer...*pity her*

but she seems enjoy to bcum their photographer...

=)

                                                                   

                                                               before the choir performance...

                                                     from left:  felicia,cheryl,me n steph...

                                                                i love this pic so much..=)

                                                               the place where we perform...(:

                                                      
                                                       can't stop laughing when i saw this pic...
                                                                    muahahaa...XDXD

                                                                    is this familiar to u??
                               the scene where always appear in the 80's or 90's movie.....XD

                                                                          i love this pic..
                                       curi-curi taken by cheryl when v having our lunch....=)

  

                                      this is the pic where we went there for rehearsal on tuesday...=D

                                                                  the stage...

                                                    on the way to cherating....

                                                         vicky n steph..*my BEST friend* =)
                                                                   
                





wow....
im so syok to use my broadband now cos its FAST!!!! *beginning of the month*
but it will just last for 1 week +....
later on...
it will slow like tortoise....
=(

i enjoy my form 6 school life very much now...=D

没有结果的东西。。

越早放弃越好。。

放弃了就不该后悔。。

伤口不痛不代表它伤得不深。。

也许它已伤到一个你无法预知的地步了。。

以为

以为。。
这个字太让我摸不清了。。
我总以为是那样。。。
到后来才发现原来不是。。
一个‘以为’足以改变整个结局。。

一个不是我要的结局。。

我曾经试过不去想。。
后来才发现我办不到。。
也许现在说什么也不重要了。。

我曾经试过很努力地去挣取。。

但到后来我什么也没有。。

有时我会一个人发呆。。

想想如果以为从来没出现过。。

也许我会过得比现在幸福快乐。。

如果下一次它出现了。。

我想我再也没有勇气去挣取了。。

因为 经过这件事后。。

我比以前更冷静。。胆小。。

我没有能力再承担这一切一切。。。

我的天空是灰的。。

没太阳。。

没月亮 。。

更没星星。。

一切一切都是灰暗的。。

只有那首音乐带个我色彩。。

就那么一点点的色彩。。

我已满足。。
˙·٠•●♥✣✿♥✿ice-cream✿♥✿✣♥●•٠·˙

我的心声你听见了吗

到现在我偶尔还是会XX

yesterday evening my youngest aunt was admitted to the hospital coz of denggi...
i just visited her just now coz yesterday i was busy with my ttn...
this is wat came to my mind after visited her...

she is just a 12 years old girl..

she stayed alone in the hospital over night...

she is more tough and strong than what i expected...

even though she keep nagging us to bring her home...

she even call us 'curi curi' brin her home....

haha...

kid is so innocent....

but when we said she cant go back home now,she still guai guai lay on the bed...

dint complaint a single word...

i looked at her...

wow...

she is sooo tough~!!!!

during the journey back to home...
i think of myself...

am i as tough as her??

if now the one who staying in the hospital is me..
can i stand it??
can i stay over night alone in the hospital??
i dont think so...

im so weak~!!!

i will feel lonely if i stay alone..
and i hate this kind of feeling...
perhaps it wont happen to me...
=)


sometime i feel down n stress...
but i dint show out...
i pretend nothing happen..
just dont want to let u know...
im down at the moment....
honestly....
i seldom show what i feel n think of to all of u...
all of 'them' are keep in my heart...
so...
im always a happy-go-lucky in front of u all
=)

what i think of dint happen at the end....

the thing which had happened is out of my expectation...

so dont think too much sometimes...

just let it happen naturally....

Oooo...
time really flies~~
it's 2nd of july now...
this week not really got study in school coz teachers were busying with the smart niaga....
this sat have to go school to join smart niaga...
whee~~
im waiting for it!!
hopes it will be a nice and fun day...
=)






this morning just have a good talk with stephanie,pui leng and cheryl...
what we talk about??
haha...its secret...
perhaps we will continue it by 2moro...
=)
khoo...u r welcome to join us...
but if u r busying with 'someone' then it's ok...
hahax!! 
XD

to someone:

pls....
dont act like u r so pro...
i know im lazy....
n u r the "most hardworking 1" k??
i admit that u r 'quite pretty'...
but pls...
stop doing those expression and act cute just bcoz XXX is there....
huh~
i think 1 day i will really beh tahan with u...
=.=

yeah yeah...

next thursday choir team is goin to cherathing to perform....

woowoot....

im waiting for it~~

and again....

i like beach!!!!

=)

school have started for a week after 2 weeks holiday...
seriously...
it is soooo BUSY....
homeworksss....tuitionsssss...
huh...
24 hours is not enough for me!!
>.<




now...
my classmates is getting lesser and lesser....
around 15 i think...
shu ying will be leaving in 2 weeks time...
so my class just left 14 students...
although its not much students...
but its fun...
with all the jokes in the class and the monkey puven who always 'hanging' around the class...
XD




seriously...
now im *blurrrr* with my chemistry...
chemistry used to be my favorite subject...
but not now...
hope i will start to love it soon....
luckily i still love maths!!
hehe...
=)


last week i have sick!!
sick two times in a week!!
wth....
fever plus soar throat...
waliao...
so damn chamm...
=(
luckily is during holiday...
=)




khoo...
i have updated...
=)
but not much to write...(not like you got love story to share)
hahax!!
 XD



2moro have to wake up early at 7am!!
just for the st.john activity...
gosh~!!!
tired....=(
all the best to angel and mei chee who will be leaving in 2moro morning..
study hard and smart!!
=)

sometimes what u want will not be yours...

learn to appreciate what you have now...

it wont be there forever just bcoz of you... 

what happen to me vicky wai..when u r not here i feel like a lot of thing to tell u..

but when u r here...i feel like nothing to talk to u....>.<