yesterday evening my youngest aunt was admitted to the hospital coz of denggi...
i just visited her just now coz yesterday i was busy with my ttn...
this is wat came to my mind after visited her...

she is just a 12 years old girl..

she stayed alone in the hospital over night...

she is more tough and strong than what i expected...

even though she keep nagging us to bring her home...

she even call us 'curi curi' brin her home....

haha...

kid is so innocent....

but when we said she cant go back home now,she still guai guai lay on the bed...

dint complaint a single word...

i looked at her...

wow...

she is sooo tough~!!!!

during the journey back to home...
i think of myself...

am i as tough as her??

if now the one who staying in the hospital is me..
can i stand it??
can i stay over night alone in the hospital??
i dont think so...

im so weak~!!!

i will feel lonely if i stay alone..
and i hate this kind of feeling...
perhaps it wont happen to me...
=)


sometime i feel down n stress...
but i dint show out...
i pretend nothing happen..
just dont want to let u know...
im down at the moment....
honestly....
i seldom show what i feel n think of to all of u...
all of 'them' are keep in my heart...
so...
im always a happy-go-lucky in front of u all
=)

what i think of dint happen at the end....

the thing which had happened is out of my expectation...

so dont think too much sometimes...

just let it happen naturally....