Friday, September 14, 2012






One more week to go.
HOME. SWEET. HOME! :D
Can't wait can't wait! :D







一路以来都很想post一点比较私人的东西在这里。
可是又怕别人知道。
算了吧。
想到什么就写什么好了。
反正我不想跟任何人讲。
就写在这里好了。
你知我知就好。 :)







刚刚看到一个人。
一瞬间我以为是你。
心里莫明奇妙的高兴了一下。
可是当我知道我认错时,
心里很难过,很失望。







原来我,
很希望能再见你一面。
就那么一次就好。
因为我就快把你的样子给忘了。:'(







你知道吗,
那段话,
真的让我很失望。
你说我们相差太多了。
你不会handle.
你说我还小,
将来会遇到很多更好的人。
你说你的缺点很多,
配不起,
可是你就是很特别。
沉默的你,
很吸引。







那两个星期,
很期待你的出现。
期待你的短讯,
期待你的来电。
可是却失望了。
我知道,
我活该。
哈哈!







放工后一个人躲在车里,
发送了条短讯给你。
当我打到一半时,
活该的电台播了 可惜不是你 这首歌。
听到这句,
可惜不是你, 陪我到最后。
眼泪徇间掉了。
一滴一滴的掉在电话上。
可是我还是抹干了泪水,
把那封讯息给打完。








发送出去过后,
我很希望你会立刻打回电话给我。
可是你没有。
也许你睡了吧。
可是当第二天早上看到你的回复,
我竟然很开心的笑了。
虽然这不是我要的答案。

(^_-) 你是个很好的女孩!
你也加油吧!













你的名字,
也许不会再出现了。







放心好了。
她很好。
还是那么活泼可爱的在等待着,
不会发生的奇迹。










很可惜我们在错误的时间,
遇见了。





朋友,
如果你看见这篇部落,
静静地,
什么也不要问好吗?
因为我,
已没什么好说了。
就让它沉淀吧。

=)





Sunday, September 9, 2012



Just did something on this evening which I don't dare to do it all the time.
Never.
The 20 minutes conversation,
mean so much.
I really appreciate it.




谢谢你的坦白,
让我明白。




终于很放肆的踏出了第一步,
虽然答案很失望,
可是至少我尝试努力过。




如果你问我后悔吗?
我的答案会是:没有。
如果给我重新在选过,
我还是会选回同样的路,
问回同样的话。




可惜的是,
时间阻止了一切。
#也许不该相遇。
27.09.2012

Sunday, September 2, 2012

New chapter. New life.




Hi. I'm here again. At this hour. 
Lol.
I just can't fall asleep.
But I'm working at 11.30am tomorrow! 
Damn ._.




Most of the friends had arrived to their uni to start their new life.
I'm kinda sad because I'm so failed as I can't get myself into local U.
WHY AM I SO PLAYFUL DURING FORM6??!
Now regret GAO GAO seriously.





anyway, it's no point to hold on something which has passed.
Imma the optimistic girl always. Lol
Can't get into local U, 
But out there's a lot more ways to choose.
Maybe my life would be a different one?
Perhaps everything will be fine :)





To all the friends who will start their new journey soon,
Good luck and study hard.
May our friendship last forever.
Thanks you guys for giving me a very unforgettable form 6 school life.
I appreciate it lots. :)






Btw, nice to meet you Sean.
Your friends is just so crazy and nice. 
Lol.





Nights. Loves.



如果可以不那么理智,
也许结果会不一样。
我会允许自己放纵一次。
就那么的一次就够了。


Sunday, August 19, 2012





Please treat people as the way that you wanted to be treated.
I knew you hate it,
but why do you did it??
just try to imagine as someone did it to you.
text with no reply.
this is fuxking annoying.




btw, got some news from fb that Iphone5 is coming out on 21st sept.
International shipping will be on early oct.
wheeee~
I hope this news is true :/
I can't wait anymore seriously. Dx





IMY.












 This is true.









Goodnight  :'(





Monday, August 6, 2012

最近




最近发生的事情真的是太多了。
有点接受不来。




其实我有很多话想要说。
为什么我说不出口?
我觉得我是可有可无。
能不能学会珍惜?




我讨厌我自己。
因为多次说要放弃,
却一再的失败。




我很讨厌,
为什么偏偏你要那么特别,
没人能取代。

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Life.

My life is so miserable recently.
Stop asking why I didn't get it.
Stop asking where am I going.
Stop asking what I'm going to take.





Its all about my choice.
I choose what I want.
Not what u want.
This is my life.
Not ur life.
So please stop asking me.
This is annoying.





最近我失去了方向。
失去了方寸。
我不知道我在生气什么。
因为我没有权利。





Keep asking myself.
Why it happens every time?
Am I the unlucky one?
Or this is my life?




Mood down for weeks. Pfffffft.
他走失了。
消失了。
回不来了。

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

FML




Is going to update something what happened to me recently.
Give me some time. 
Cuz it's gonna be a long long post.
I'm going to tell out EVERYTHING here.
Cuz i can't stand it anymore.
Till now i still can't accept what u did.
Not at all.





Seriuosly, I DON'T LIKE MY OWN PRIVACY TO BE SEEN BY ANYONE.
NEVER AND EVER.
Every time when i talk about this case,
I will be very heng.
until now still the same.






for me, viewing ppl's privacy is a VERY VERY VERY bitchy attitude.
and i can't accept any reason for that.
there's still long more to go. 
wait for the next post.






whenever i think of it,
there's only two words in my head.
FUCK YOU.






U can say I'm rude,
who cares?