Went sushi again with my family. 

seriously,

no more sushi for me, at least this  month.

i'm just enough with it. 

LOL.

guess what.

i saw u today.

it's the first time i met u since june.

i'm stunned when i saw u in the parking lot.

u just walk passed my car.

when i was standing right infront of the sushi shop,

i was hoping that u won't pass by there.

but it doesn't happen as what i wished.

u just passed by.

u are just few meters away from me.

at the moment,

i wish i'm a invisible person.

u know why?

因为我害怕，

我害怕我与你眼神交流的那一刻。

i always wanted to meet u somewhere just to say hi to you.

however,

when the time comes,

what i did is totally out of expectation.

i doesn't know i will choose this way.

until today,

only i realised i do choose the other way round.

i chose to hide myself from your sight.

i wish u will never see me.

whenever i see you,

it reminds me how suffer am i to go through june.

it reminds me how many tears that u had brought for me.

it just simply reminds me everything.

and all this happened today when i saw you again.

                                                      Don't beg for anyone to stay in your life.

                                                                           If they wanted to be a part of your life,

                                                                                     they will and they stay.
                                            



                                                                           so don't reserve a space in your heart for 

                                                                        someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.

                                                                                        #  im telling this to myself.

Sushi day

Already dint sleep for 33 hours.

But im still blogging here.

Dieeeeeeeeee =/

yesterday woke up around 2pm smtg =X

then straight away took my bath and meet with friends at sushi king. 

night went sushi with family again.

so my lunch + dinner on tuesday was just sushi  @@

sushi whole day.

after settle  my homeworks and everything,
i got into my room around 3am smtg,

but i can't sleep at all.

wth =.=

i was keep rolling and rolling on the bed from 3am smtg til 6.40am.

FML.

dint sleep for the whole night but still went to school with my half dead body just because of some important thing which need to be settle  D;

experienced insomnia again yesterday night.

i force myself so hard to sleep,

but the brain just cant stop thinking of those things which i suppose to forget few months ago.

FML!

and again,

it brought me back to the time which i miss.

and the memories just flashed back in my mind.

all the scenes were scattered around.

but this time,

no tears are out.

*clap for myself*

i know i shouldn't think of it again.

but my brain just failed to do so. D;

can i ask why?

it was the month which make me smile the most.

but it also such the month,

which brought my tears the most.

   


                       sometimes you will never

                 know the true value of a moment 

                      until it becomes a memory.

sleep tight! 

xoxo ♥

No more holiday

Holiday ends.

It's time to back to reality.

Tell myself,

No more dreaming.
No more hoping.

Everything just gonna stop.

每个人都会有情绪

如果有天小丑哭了

你会不会认为那也是他演出的一部份

Insomnia

It's 5.30am now.

Insomnia again tonight.

I really DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME.

Well,

This is what came into my mind few minutes ago.

If I have wings, I will fly up high.

View the countries, cities from above.

Borderless and free.

如果还能从来

我还是会选择同样的路

因为我只再乎曾经拥有

*到现在我还是会期待*

I do miss the 4.5 hours talk.

Kee han's b'day

yay.

Finally got the mood to change the pictures at the side of the blog.

Ermmm...

About the playlist i had changed back to the very first song which i used when i'm just a newbie in blog.

Because i feel so relax whenever i get to hear this song. 

So ya.

I just love this song so muchhhhh =)

*There's always a story behind every favourite song*

I'm GG max.

my day time turn to be night and my night time turn to be day already recently.

i can't sleep at night but i feel sleepy in the afternoon.

WTH.

i just worried i couldn't wake up when school re-open.

LOL.

now it's already 3.45am.

but i din't feel sleepy at all =.=

yesterday went for a steamboat to celebrate kee han's birthday.

well...

i think they enjoy the washing part more than the steamboat part.

LOL!

all of them played like a kid when they are washing the plates and floor at the end.

i din't help them to wash because my leg was injured.

so i be the camera girl to help them take pic! =D

here's some of the pic which took on that day. =)

The birthday boy!

Group photo =D

*it's without the b'day boy

because he haven arrive at that time*

LOL

the foodssss

*yummms*

everyone take turn to

take pic with the b'day boy =D

me, b'day boy and felicia

felicia and I

both of us camwhore when they 

are washing the plates. LOL

cheng hou and I
*the dai lou* xD

this is what we call

*team work* =D

see! how enjoy they are

washing the plates. LOL

after clean up everything,

it's almost 12am.

so we went for second round to yc at safron! =D

around 3.30am, cheng hou fetch his gf pui leng back home then we continue to have 3rd round at tc because i wanna eat McD ice-cream. LOL

after finish my ice-cream,

we went KFC to wait for the breakfast set.

LOL! 

after chit chat for one hour plus,

we got back home and that time it's already 5.20am.

=X

this is the latest time i got back home.

sorry.

同样的地方，

同样的地点，

可是人与事物已经不一样了。

还记得上次我们呆到4.30am吗？

seriously, 

imissthattime.

 可惜一切都没有可能再从演了。

Trip

It's 3.20am now and i'm just too bored. =C

Don't know why i'm just not in the mood today.

Wasted whole day doing nothing.

Just feel myself is so useless =(

Just got back from terengganu yesterday.

well...

i din't managed to visit many places because it's just a 2 days 1 night trip.

but seriously,

their city life is just so bored.

no cinema, no night life.

the whole town looks so quiet when it's only 12am.

but one thing i like there is terengganu is surrounded by beaches!

feel so relax when i can see the beach whole day. =)

Reach there almost 3pm le.

after settle down everything it's already 5smtg.

Everyone is rushing because the wedding dinner start at 7.30pm.

I'm just so lazy to type now. 

let see the pictures bah =)

camwhore in the car xD

went to my uncle new house =)

with my papa mama =D

The best grandpa ever.

Love him forever =D

 with my youngest aunt

 looks thin? hahax! xD

i love this pic bcos my teeth 

look perfect here. LOL

The hotel lobby.

Day 2   =D

 i just love the beach =D

boyish time! wuahahah xD

this game is superb nice!!!! 

definitely will try it again next time =D

Price which have to pay

for the game =(
*i'm just so careless*

this is the bride.

pretty right?

she's a vietnamese =D

f

i just like this feel.

it let me feel so relax 

along the way to terengganu =D

i kinda like this pic =)

but sad it's blur =(

wokay...last pic =)

my face looks so tired 

after the trip =X

Don't know how many years already i din't have a chance to go for a trip with my family.

Especially my dad.

I'm so happy this time not because of the trip. 

It's because both of them, my dad and mum is together with me to the trip =)

I like family time so much! =)

其实一个人没什么不好。

短讯不想回可以不回。

电话不想接可以不接。

只是当你受伤的时候没人会心疼你。

就这么简单。

受伤了，

也没喊痛。

只有我三岁的妹妹看见说，

姐，你的脚流血了。

她是唯一一个看到我受伤的。

看着她，我问我自己。

我是不是太坚强了？

受伤了，

自己搽药。

痛了，

自己流泪。

这就是一个人的生活。

Countdown-ing

Finally, get the time table few days ago.

It's time to countdown.

1 more month...

The hell life gonna start...

BUT,

2 more months,

it will be my heaven life !!

muahahha...

is wondering how fun is my life after 2 months start from now! =D

wheeee~

really can't wait for it! 

next whole week will be the deepavali holiday for us.

no school for 9 days.

YAY!

the happiest thing for me is 

no need wake up so early...

muahahhha ^_________^

will be going to terengganu this coming sunday to attend a relative's wedding.

will be staying there for only one night.

sad.

this will be the last break for me before stpm.

even thought it's only 2 days,

but still i'm waiting for it.

wheee~

nothing special recently.

everyday it's just the same.

did the same thing in school everyday.

seriously,

i'm bored with it.

luckily this kind of life gonna end very very soon..

i guess i will miss my school life after stpm.

especially all my friends.

IM GONNA MISS ALL OF U! 

最近过的很平静

只是有时还会期待

希望这种*期待*可以快点结束