深夜里无聊着。

看回了自己前几个月的心情。

原来那几个月过得很低落。

读下读下，

回忆了。

一切过得那么快。

原来已经超过半年了。

我彻底的输了。

因为读着读着，

眼泪流了。

原来我还是一样，

那么的笨。

对，

笨蛋就是我。

我该放弃了。

The night.

Good morning!!!

Ermmm...

I should say good night actually. 

I can't fall alseep since yesterday night till now =X

the reason is >>>>>> too hungry  =.=

my brain keep thinking of pork noodles when i close my eyes.

funny right?? =.=

Wanted to go out dapao my favourite pork noodle.

but the very last minute only found out that my purse is left in my aunt's room and the door is looked!

how smart am i =.=

due to hungryness, i really can't sleep.

walked to the kitchen and found out that my uncle boiled lotus soup for us yesterday night.

can it consider as *lucky* ?? D=

suddenly, an idea pop out in my mind! =)

i reboiled the soup, added some meatballs and noodles (mee suah) to serve as the so called *breakfast*.

ohhhhhh...

I'm so clever. 

HAHAHAHA! xD

okay. let's talk about the unforgettable night which happened last friday night xD

went clubbing with friends as a farewell for someone who will leave ktn and join NS for 2 years in 2012.

In that night,

someone was drunk. *of course not me*

haha.

REALLY DRUNK.

she can't even walk!

the situation was so horrible. 

and this is the very first time for me to see a person who is totally in a drunk situation.

vomit, can't walk, and keep say >>>>> nothing. i'm not drunk! i still can recognize who you are! you are XXX right??

LOL! i thought this situation will only happen in the movie xD

got home after having MCD as supper =)

btw, thanks for the burger! =)

what a wonderful night which ended with laughter all night long! xD

okay. 

lets see some pics which took on the night. =)

no boys are in the pics cuz camwhore is usually girls' job right xD

this is the first pic which 

with flash.

our face is so bright.

like the ghost  =.=

spot feli's cute face.

hahaha =D

Pic before drink.

after one cup of beer

=X

the end of clubbing.

1.5 cup of beer. can't tahan dy.

LOL! im so noob =X

okay! 

that's all for today.

gonna sleep now.

good night! =D

读到了。

原来我真的那么差。

差到你竟然放弃我。

她真的那么让你心疼吗？

Never treat anyone better than yourself.

because they will only take it for granted.

It's my fault for giving you more than what you deserve.

u don't know sometimes u do deserved more than what you should have.

this is why u never appreciate.

NEVER.

Never take me for granted.

Fate

I feel myself is so annoying recently.

Why?

I don't know.

Just feel like slapping myself.

Just wanted to say sorry for those who feel I'm annoying.

so if u tell me u hate me,

I won't be surprise.

because i do hate myself sometimes. =(

Never think of will be meeting u at the junction after half a year.

This is the first time ever.

hmmm...

what is the feeling?

honestly, this time the down feeling is obviously lesser.

because it's already half a year.

I should be used to it.

I ain't that strong as what you see.

But till now,

letting go is the only choice.

# congrates for having it for months this time.

Jogoya

Tadaaaa!!!!

6 down. 

2 more papers to go!!!

yay yay yay~!!!!

*dancing happily*

hahaha! xD

holidays is coming!

christmas is coming!

new year is coming!

and chinese new year is coming soon!!!

Just have a phone talk with my aunt.

She promise to bring me go JOGOYA when i get down to kl!

wuahahhhaha!!!!

i have been waited this for so long as this restaurant serve japanese buffet!

they serve more than 100 dishes and most important is u can get HAAGEN DAZS ice-cream UNLIMITEDLY  there~

yummyyyyyy....

I'm going to get myself lots of seafood there! *favourite* x)

hahaha. 

2 more weeks to go!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT ANYMORE!

wheeee~ =D

snowflakes,

chatime,

jogoya.

I'm going to get them all when i reach kl! 

x)

# fat die me. D:

This keep pop out in my mind recently =X

Plan to get myself a perfume as my birthday present.

hehehe. *evil smile*

and this is what i spotted recently x)

my friend from singapore just got it with sg dollar 30+ for the smallest one.

IT'S SO CHEAPPPPPP!

plan to call her help me buy from sg x)

In msia,

the same size cost rm155+.

why they sell it so expensive here???! D:

Hmmm....

this idea still under consideration. 

Bcuz i'm really broke recently =X

U don't know how stress am i to go through last week.

Through out that week i'm just hoping for a msg.

A simple msg will do.

But it didn't appear.

Should i disappointed again?

Actually sometimes it's not people who disappointed you.

It's just simply because u hoping too much from them.

                                                     # surprising is always better 

                                                        than being disappointed.

今天是你考试的第一天对吧？

祝你一切顺利。

很可惜现在跟以往不一样了。

因为我再也没有理由讯息祝福你。

没关系。

就算没有我的祝福，

我相信你也可以考得很好。

因为你不喜欢输。

加油吧。

I'm having bio paper1 later also.

wish me good luck =)

如果你问我，

有没有经历过，

拼命撑到某人回了一句晚安，

然后手机一甩就睡着了。
有。

这样的习惯我曾经有过。

虽然我不想改掉这个坏习惯，
可是就算我不改，
同样的事情也没有可能再发生多一次了。

放下不等于放弃

執著不等于坚持。

HAPPY DIE ME

As what the title mention >>>> HAPPY DIE ME.

so, can u feel my happiness today??

LOL!

seriously,

I'M BLOODY HAPPY NOW!

yay! =D

ok. Let me show u why am i so happy today. *wheeee*

I JUST BOUGHT THIS SHOES WITH A BLOODY HELL CHEAP PRICE TODAY!

The most important part is >>>>>

when i saw the price i was stunned for awhile. LOL

i'm asking myself,

am i see wrong price or what. xD

wanna know the price??

here is it!

CAN U SEE IT???!

IT'S SUPERB CHEAP RIGHT?

If dint buy really feel so sorry to myself.

HAHA! xD

btw. this is the second high heel for me.

19 years old just got 2 high heels?

YESSSS. that's me.

i love to wear flat more actually =D

high heel is only for me to go wedding dinner.

tomolo will be the first time ever im wearing high heel to shop.

HAHAHA! I know im not that *girlish* as girl loves to wear high heel to shop.

but excluded me.

nevermind. just be myself >>>>>> a girl who loves flat more than high heel.

hahaha. =D

okay...

after think for awhile.

oops!

i just spend too much this month. D:

Lets see what i bought =D

Just bought this shoes last month.

I took one week to think of it should i buy cuz there's no any discount for this shoes.

It's cost rm49.90 =S

but i really have no other shoes to wear as my old shoes is spoiled.

so...bought it at last. haha.

i'm not those girl who can't live without shoes.

so usually i only buy shoes when the old one get torn or spoil :D

the colour is almost same like the shoes which i bought today.

LOL.

This is the shoes which i bought for my bro as his christmas present.

It cost rm189.

The price really kill me off =X

but the shoes is nice.

since it's for my bro,

so the price doesn't really make a big deal here. =D

i'm happy that he like it very much! hehe.

This is the toy which i get for my sis as her b'day is coming next week.

Buy this online.

rm140 include postage =)

will get it next week.

i hope she will like it.

haha. =D

if not i will kill myself.

first time ever spend so much just for a bloody toy =.=

Last week just bought 2 pants and one shirt for my grandpa as cny shirt for him.

Since parkson is having warehouse sales so i just got it for rm120. =)

okay...let me show u what am i planning to get end of this month as

x'mas and birthday present for myself!

hahaha!

i'm just can't wait to bring it back home.

YAY! =D

This is the package which i plan to get.

twin lens. one portrait lens and one zoom lens.

I plan to get red actually but red no stock.

have to wait till jan.

i cant wait anymore.

so i decided to take white. *yay*

this package will cost rm2698.

but i plan to get it during the DCIM show which will held on 23th-25th dec at mid valley.

so i hope to get it with a cheaper price.

after get the camera,

plan to get a colourful strip for it.

but it will cost me around rm50-60.

D:

WHY MUST IT BE SO EXPENSIVE????

I feel this is so colourful.

it suit me who love colourful things.

hahaha =D

After getting the strip,

plan to get a bag for it pulak.

siao.

this is what i spotted last week and i plan to buy something which looks like this.

but it cost around rm70 in taiwan.

so i dunno in msia what price only i can get this.

anyone wanna sponsor me this???

hahaha. just kidding xD

nice?

i feel the yellow one is nice!

hehehe.

all the things above i use my own money to buy.

i dint ask a single cents from my dad.

so u can imagine how broke am i now D:

I'm wishing my purse will have unlimited money so that i can buy what i want. haha.

but my mum said:

U CAN ACHIEVE YOUR DREAM IF U GOT A RICH HUSBAND NEXT TIME.

sweattttttt!
i know she's just kidding.

but don't care her. haha :P






 

i don't need a rich one or the handsome one.

i don't need him to make me as his world or the priority of everything.

# i just need the one who will appreciate me and be my side when i'm down.

# i just wish to be her princess and be loved dearly.

# i just want to be the happiest part of his life.

this is all i want.
*simple enough right*?
but simple doesn't mean u can get it easily.
wuahahhha!

ignore me bah.

i'm dreaming now.

LOL!

wokay.

that's all for tonight.

ps: as someone told me yesterday:

ur blog is full of emo things =S

so today this post is definitely A HAPPY POST!

wheeee~ =D

Ain't to be a shopaholic. 

But i really bought lots of things within this 2 weeks.

I FEEL SO GUILTY.

nights all.

xoxo ♥

原来知道太多并不好
因为会很难过
我以为我忘了
但是再次听回那首歌
我的笑容突然僵硬了
因为我想起那是的我 自己

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