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我在期待，期待你给我一个奇迹。

但是我还是害怕，害怕这是一个遥不可及的梦。

我记忆里的童话已经慢慢融化，我追求的梦渐渐远去，

既然爱，为什么要离去，有些东西失去了，就在也回不来了，

或许就像歌中所唱 

后来我总算学会了如何去爱，可惜你早已远去消失在人海，

后来终于在眼泪中明白，有些人一旦错过就不在

如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。

莽撞，可能会后悔一阵子，

怯懦，却可能使你后悔一辈子。

别叫我放下你，我做不到，我在期待你给我个奇迹。

我会一直一直的等待你……

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copied from fb....

feel that it's so meaningful....=)

你单身，我等你。

你说不想恋爱，我等你。

你突然有了新的开始，我等你。

你结束了你的爱需要疗伤，我陪你，我等你。

我以为终有一天你会发现你身边的我，终有一天会回头。

却从未想过，最终等来的却还是，一句，对不起，你很好，可是……

我承认。

我不介意迁就你。

我可以一直抬头仰望你。

只是，你真的，从来都不看我吗？

为什么你就那么无动于衷呢？

有时候会想。

我究竟在等你什么？

我究竟喜欢你什么。

也许得不到的才真的是最好的。

又或者，我只是没有遇见，比你更好的。

是不是真的要到，等我忘记了你。

是不是真的要到，等我放弃了你。

是不是真的要到，等我离开了你。

你才能真正地知道，我于你而言，也是那么重要。

你不知道某些时刻，我有多么难过。

你不知道，没有回应的等待，真的让人很累。

你不知道，我是鼓起了多大的勇气，才敢念念不忘。

又或者，你不是不知道，只是假装不知道。

你是那么自私。我是那么傻呆。

一次次反复。

哭累了，沉默了。

想放弃了，冷淡了。

可是时间一过，却又还是想念了。

放不下，忘不掉，戒不了，走不开。

身边的人都会心疼。

周围的人都会劝解。

大概也就只有你了吧。

仍旧那么无动于衷。

一直在等一个人

一直在等一个回头

一直在等一份笑容

终于等到，我自己都没了笑容

也够了吧，我真的累了。

可是为什么，我向左走，向右走，还是走不出爱你的圆。

很偶尔的

你会找我，联系我。

你的突然出现，还是会挑起我心里的弦。

只是，我也学会对你伪装了，不冷不热，不咸不淡。

笑得没心没肺，也不会再流那，廉价的眼泪了。

然后听你轻轻地说，你变了。

那么，许久之间，再次见面。

面对这样的拥抱，我大概是不会有怎样的情动了。

即使心里翻天覆地，也会装作一副淡然的样子。

我曾经所有的炽烈，也最终，还是被你耗尽了。

你说我很好

即然我那么好

为什么你不要

secret garden~~~~

what a romantic drama that MELT me so much...

HAHA! =D

thanks to ms.steph for introducing me to watch this drama...^^

TA henn larm plus liang zai ar...XD 

erm....

mood was not quite good for this week...

thanks to 3 person who have spent time to talk to me..=)

steph,angel and chan.

really thanksss....=)

for you...

thanks for the msg that u sent...

*good morning..x3 ^^*

it really makes me laugh! XD

however...

i still prefer the *original* one....=)))))

even though it's just a day...*113*

but it's enough for me...

can i ask for more???

i dont know..

sorry....

*i know i'm greedy*

thanks for *those* who let me know actually sometimes it's not good to be too good...

but it's me...=)

i don't know why are you so care about it which i don't care AT ALL...

*i just can't let it go*

幸运从来就不属于我

last post in 2010

bye year 2010...
a really BAD year for me...
hope it wont happen to me again.=)




year end holidays just pass like that...
it's soooo DAMN FAST! =(
i very mm se dak ar.......T___T




spent my 3 weeks holidays in kl...
hehe...
quite happy actually...=D

can i just stay here???

really not feel like going back...='(




went sunway pyramid today...
pass by a boutique...
a pretty pianist was playing the song "outside world"...*my favourite*
thanks to the liang lui pianist...=)

sorry that i loved you 

a nice song which i just found out recently..
really like it...=)

*a secret which im the only one who knows*

-wo bu xi han-.

-jiu zhe yang-

snowflake!!! 

love itttttttttttt.....

my favourite combination. =D

it contains black glutinous rice,barley,pearl,cincau,soya ice and TAROBALLS!!!! 

love taroballs much! <3

*yummy yummy*

something different ♥●•٠·˙

hey hey...

have been relaxing myself at kl around 2 weeks..

enjoy my time here..

cossssss....

ALMOST EVERYDAY im waking up in the afternoon....=D

alarm??? 

THROW AWAY~!!!!!

muahahaa...XD

not only that...

now only i realise its SOOOO relax and enjoy without thinking of homeworks and tuition!!

tuition and homeworks everyday = 'lifeless'...

this is what i have been done after skul holidays start and b4 i cum to kl *fml*

=__________=

because of im so relax and enjoy here...

i dint touch my homeworks at all!

so..

*will be dying and rushing hw like mad later* =X

but will start to study when school re-open...=)

 bcos according to someone...
a girl should study instead of enjoying and having fun all the time...
=) 

im like an old woman now after 2 weeks dint use my mind at all...

ahhaha...

y do i say so?? *it sounds like muet speaking exam right?* =X

it's bcos...

when u ask me smth...

u will get the answer fews min later....*slow in thinking*

not only that...

im slow in replying and reading in msn which has been receiving lots of complaint from my friends...

*u know who u are*

XD

sorry...will get back to normal speed after skul reopen...=)

have a look on the old photos in my laptop yesterday...

it makes me laugh like mad in  the middle of the night...

u know why??

cos im SUPER DUPER ugly last time....XD

after looking all the pictures...

plan to have something different in my blog...

so...im gonna show u my pics from year 2004-2010...

pls...dun laugh when u get to look on my pics! XD

I have everything arranged according to years...

here we go! =)

*now u gonna have a chance to look at my NERD FACE*

XD

DENG DENG DENG DENG~!!!!!! 

(2004)

i know its ugly...

ahahaha....

(2005)

have it looks better???

i dun think so...=X

what a lame pose!

=________=

i dont know y 

i laugh till so 

happy...LOL!!!

XD

(2006)

look at my bro nurd face...

he's gonna KILL me if he get to know his UGLY face have been appeared in my blog...

*but i dun think so he will know*

shhhhh...

haha...XD

(2007)

hrmmmm....

still consider ok lar..

LOL~!!! =X

*bu yao lien*

look at my fringe..

LOL!

(2008)

it get better sikit hor...

XD

miss the moment

in hong kong and 

macau...='(((

(2009)

(2010)!!!!

hehe..

finally....

dai gor nui jor...XD

followed skul trip

to johor and spore

=)

holiday at thailand!

LOVE it! =))))))

phew phitt~!!!

XDXD

seafood!!!

wo de zui ai!

=D

with my cute 

little sis 

♥

my beloved husky!♥
loveeee it!

love this pic so much!♥

its gonna be 2011 soon...

hope everything run smoothly in the new year...=)

erm...

this year can consider as not a very good year for me especially after may..=(

but what im happy after may is i get to know lotsss of friends!!!

hehe...

thanks all of u who have made my life cheerful and happy...

lovessss to crazy with all of you! ♥

ps: im quite enjoy and  happy in my lower 6 skul life...=)

sometimes i feel kinda stress when im staying in kuantan....

i don't know why...='(((

maybe its because of the school stuff...

so...

i like to be here *kl*..

cos it's the only time i can relax myself by staying here...

*can totally forget bout homeworks and tuitions*

and im free like a FREE BIRD here! =D

X'mas Eve

huhuhu....

what a sad xmas eve...

u know what...

i dint go out at all...

and im eating char siu bao at home during xmas eve...

fml...=___=

its so boring to stay at house during xmas eve...

i wanna celebrate it~~

='(

next year....

im not gonna stay at house for the next christmas eve!!!

heheehe...*devil smile* =D

hope i can have a WHITE CHRSITMAS!!!!

but it's just a dream for now...

really hope it will come true one day...=D

merry christmas to u and me...

and of course to all  my friends...

  


MERRY CHRISTMAS.....=)

 

 hoHohOOooo....=)

HohoHOHOho~~

Merry Christmas~!!!!

Hohoohoo~~
 
LOVES christmas so muucccchh~!!!!
it's my FAVORITE festive season beside chinese new year....
cos christmas give me a feel which is warm and lovely....♥


santa santa~~
are u really exist in this world??
hehe....
wish u will be right beside of me during christmas...


if u are here please dont forget to bring some PRESENTS for me....
hiak hiak hiak hiak  *evil smile*


here is my wish list for this year
hope to get it from u santa....♥
muahahha...

1. A new phone....*can i have i-phone4? haha...=)
2. Anna sui's green secret wish perfume...♥

3. A hair curler??
3. A new bedroom??? haha~!!!

4. Q7....LOL~!!!!  *steph u should know* =D 

5.A long long holiday trip to overseas.....=))))))

ps: i know im so greedy...ahaha...XD



the last one is....
zeng zeng zeng zeng~!!!!

DSLR~!!!! ♥

this one i REALLY wish to get it by next yearrrrrr....
i WANTTTTTTTT~~
but too sad....
it is too expensive for me to get it.....
='(((((
nevermind....
it will be my next target...*wait me save $$ first*

=)

Canon EOS 550D

i want u......XD
if i can get it as my birthday present i think i  WILL GET MAD! =D

 

christmas at sunway year 2008  =)

christmas at kl year 2010 
ps: im fatttttt...=(