secret garden~~~~

what a romantic drama that MELT me so much...

HAHA! =D

thanks to ms.steph for introducing me to watch this drama...^^

TA henn larm plus liang zai ar...XD 

erm....

mood was not quite good for this week...

thanks to 3 person who have spent time to talk to me..=)

steph,angel and chan.

really thanksss....=)

for you...

thanks for the msg that u sent...

*good morning..x3 ^^*

it really makes me laugh! XD

however...

i still prefer the *original* one....=)))))

even though it's just a day...*113*

but it's enough for me...

can i ask for more???

i dont know..

sorry....

*i know i'm greedy*

thanks for *those* who let me know actually sometimes it's not good to be too good...

but it's me...=)

i don't know why are you so care about it which i don't care AT ALL...

*i just can't let it go*

幸运从来就不属于我

last post in 2010

bye year 2010...
a really BAD year for me...
hope it wont happen to me again.=)




year end holidays just pass like that...
it's soooo DAMN FAST! =(
i very mm se dak ar.......T___T




spent my 3 weeks holidays in kl...
hehe...
quite happy actually...=D

can i just stay here???

really not feel like going back...='(




went sunway pyramid today...
pass by a boutique...
a pretty pianist was playing the song "outside world"...*my favourite*
thanks to the liang lui pianist...=)

sorry that i loved you 

a nice song which i just found out recently..
really like it...=)

*a secret which im the only one who knows*

-wo bu xi han-.

-jiu zhe yang-

snowflake!!! 

love itttttttttttt.....

my favourite combination. =D

it contains black glutinous rice,barley,pearl,cincau,soya ice and TAROBALLS!!!! 

love taroballs much! <3

*yummy yummy*

something different ♥●•٠·˙

hey hey...

have been relaxing myself at kl around 2 weeks..

enjoy my time here..

cossssss....

ALMOST EVERYDAY im waking up in the afternoon....=D

alarm??? 

THROW AWAY~!!!!!

muahahaa...XD

not only that...

now only i realise its SOOOO relax and enjoy without thinking of homeworks and tuition!!

tuition and homeworks everyday = 'lifeless'...

this is what i have been done after skul holidays start and b4 i cum to kl *fml*

=__________=

because of im so relax and enjoy here...

i dint touch my homeworks at all!

so..

*will be dying and rushing hw like mad later* =X

but will start to study when school re-open...=)

 bcos according to someone...
a girl should study instead of enjoying and having fun all the time...
=) 

im like an old woman now after 2 weeks dint use my mind at all...

ahhaha...

y do i say so?? *it sounds like muet speaking exam right?* =X

it's bcos...

when u ask me smth...

u will get the answer fews min later....*slow in thinking*

not only that...

im slow in replying and reading in msn which has been receiving lots of complaint from my friends...

*u know who u are*

XD

sorry...will get back to normal speed after skul reopen...=)

have a look on the old photos in my laptop yesterday...

it makes me laugh like mad in  the middle of the night...

u know why??

cos im SUPER DUPER ugly last time....XD

after looking all the pictures...

plan to have something different in my blog...

so...im gonna show u my pics from year 2004-2010...

pls...dun laugh when u get to look on my pics! XD

I have everything arranged according to years...

here we go! =)

*now u gonna have a chance to look at my NERD FACE*

XD

DENG DENG DENG DENG~!!!!!! 

(2004)

i know its ugly...

ahahaha....

(2005)

have it looks better???

i dun think so...=X

what a lame pose!

=________=

i dont know y 

i laugh till so 

happy...LOL!!!

XD

(2006)

look at my bro nurd face...

he's gonna KILL me if he get to know his UGLY face have been appeared in my blog...

*but i dun think so he will know*

shhhhh...

haha...XD

(2007)

hrmmmm....

still consider ok lar..

LOL~!!! =X

*bu yao lien*

look at my fringe..

LOL!

(2008)

it get better sikit hor...

XD

miss the moment

in hong kong and 

macau...='(((

(2009)

(2010)!!!!

hehe..

finally....

dai gor nui jor...XD

followed skul trip

to johor and spore

=)

holiday at thailand!

LOVE it! =))))))

phew phitt~!!!

XDXD

seafood!!!

wo de zui ai!

=D

with my cute 

little sis 

♥

my beloved husky!♥
loveeee it!

love this pic so much!♥

its gonna be 2011 soon...

hope everything run smoothly in the new year...=)

erm...

this year can consider as not a very good year for me especially after may..=(

but what im happy after may is i get to know lotsss of friends!!!

hehe...

thanks all of u who have made my life cheerful and happy...

lovessss to crazy with all of you! ♥

ps: im quite enjoy and  happy in my lower 6 skul life...=)

sometimes i feel kinda stress when im staying in kuantan....

i don't know why...='(((

maybe its because of the school stuff...

so...

i like to be here *kl*..

cos it's the only time i can relax myself by staying here...

*can totally forget bout homeworks and tuitions*

and im free like a FREE BIRD here! =D

X'mas Eve

huhuhu....

what a sad xmas eve...

u know what...

i dint go out at all...

and im eating char siu bao at home during xmas eve...

fml...=___=

its so boring to stay at house during xmas eve...

i wanna celebrate it~~

='(

next year....

im not gonna stay at house for the next christmas eve!!!

heheehe...*devil smile* =D

hope i can have a WHITE CHRSITMAS!!!!

but it's just a dream for now...

really hope it will come true one day...=D

merry christmas to u and me...

and of course to all  my friends...

  


MERRY CHRISTMAS.....=)

 

 hoHohOOooo....=)

HohoHOHOho~~

Merry Christmas~!!!!

Hohoohoo~~
 
LOVES christmas so muucccchh~!!!!
it's my FAVORITE festive season beside chinese new year....
cos christmas give me a feel which is warm and lovely....♥


santa santa~~
are u really exist in this world??
hehe....
wish u will be right beside of me during christmas...


if u are here please dont forget to bring some PRESENTS for me....
hiak hiak hiak hiak  *evil smile*


here is my wish list for this year
hope to get it from u santa....♥
muahahha...

1. A new phone....*can i have i-phone4? haha...=)
2. Anna sui's green secret wish perfume...♥

3. A hair curler??
3. A new bedroom??? haha~!!!

4. Q7....LOL~!!!!  *steph u should know* =D 

5.A long long holiday trip to overseas.....=))))))

ps: i know im so greedy...ahaha...XD



the last one is....
zeng zeng zeng zeng~!!!!

DSLR~!!!! ♥

this one i REALLY wish to get it by next yearrrrrr....
i WANTTTTTTTT~~
but too sad....
it is too expensive for me to get it.....
='(((((
nevermind....
it will be my next target...*wait me save $$ first*

=)

Canon EOS 550D

i want u......XD
if i can get it as my birthday present i think i  WILL GET MAD! =D

 

christmas at sunway year 2008  =)

christmas at kl year 2010 
ps: im fatttttt...=(

幾乎每個水瓶座的心底都有著一段刻骨銘心人間記憶，一個永遠無法忘記的背影。
那也許只是極其短暫的兩情相悅，只是一種單戀，或只是一種只存在於虛幻空間。
一切看起來是那麼平靜，那麼和諧。
沒有驚天動地，沒有海誓山盟，沒有花前月下，沒有浪漫，沒有誓言，沒有溫度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永無燃點。
水瓶座不容易喜歡上一個人。有人說水瓶座對伴侶的要求太高，其實並非這樣，水瓶座注重的是感覺。只是那麼輕描淡寫的一眼，那個人已經吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，從此目光便無法轉移。
用一秒鐘愛上一個人，然後再付出一生去忘記，水瓶座就是這樣的試驗品。
但幾乎所有的水瓶都會否認在自己的身上發生一見鍾情，因為一向自視清高，承認愛上一個人這鍾事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
更多的時候是因為，連自己都沒發現已經候對於感情反應非常愛上。水瓶座很多時遲鈍，遲鈍到每次都是最後的知情者。有時容易出現弄不清自己的感覺，不清楚自己想做什麼，覺得迷惘。
在對方沒有非常明確地表示感情時會退怯，覺得愛情是兩廂情願，不想勉強對方。
顯得很被動，忽冷忽熱，猶豫不決，極其矛盾。在沒有完全確定前，決不輕易付出感情，因為怕失去。也許是缺乏安全感，也許是對自己的保護，也可以算作是一種自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是經過很長世間的考察的，不僅僅是幾年，而是十幾年。一旦被水瓶座當作好朋友的，會赴湯蹈火掏心掏肺。
在公車上，街邊，商場，水瓶老是認錯人。在茫茫人海中，始終在尋找一個熟悉的身影，直到產生幻覺。
這一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因為突然發現自己幾近瘋狂的愛上一個人，失去了理智，失去了自我。這種突如其來的感覺，很恐懼，很無助。
水瓶座不喜歡這種感覺，因為不知該如何面對。要讓水瓶座主動去追逐，是件異常困難的事，在水瓶座的世界裡無法承受拒絕，就是這麼脆弱，無論表面上看來是多麼的堅強。
水瓶座在人前總是一幅無憂無慮沒心沒肝的樣子，不想別人看見自己的悲傷，那樣會有不安全的感覺，總是在無人的地方暗自落淚。
算了，還是放在心裡吧。既不用尷尬的表白然後遭到拒絕，又不會相愛容易相處難的慘烈分手。這樣很好，沒人看出來，不至於太沒面子。可以繼續貌似瀟灑。
但是，不同了。儘管水瓶座裝著多麼不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是對方說的每句話都從耳朵進去，沒見出來。對方提的任何過分的要求，水瓶座統統照單全收精心盡力，決對不會有半個不字。完全成為一個愛情的奴隸，臉上還裝酷無表情，整個死要面子活受罪。
這種情況下，如果對方使點陰謀詭計，刻意疏遠避而不見或是視而不見，電話不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶會給整瘋了，開始會想是什麼自己地方做錯了，說錯話 了，然後拉下面子主動討好試探。不用多，碰壁兩次，水瓶座就會有自知之明了，不會再去想是為什麼會這樣，也不想知道了。心裡會想，原來是對方討厭自己，不 想見到自己。明白之後，就是絕對的安靜了。
這還沒完，過了一段日子。對方如果突然又改變態度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎問也不問，慇勤依舊，完全沒有尊嚴可談。只要能和對方開心的在一起，過去不重要，未來也不重要，面子不重要，金錢不重要，時間不重要，自己也不重要。
天平失衡，感情重重的壓在心底，自己卻飄在了半空。太在乎對方，迷失了自我，幸福也變得虛無。
自己都不愛，誰還會珍惜。
水瓶座一旦付出，便是徹底，不可收回。
感情投入的越多越是傷的重。
最擅長的是難為自己。不想對方難過，只好讓自己難過。總是認為自己有超乎尋常的承受力，把自己想得太堅強，而把別人想得太脆弱。不知道，受傷的其實是自己，只是不知道如何表現出來。
愛，這個字對水瓶座來說，太沉重珍貴了，無法用語言詮釋。一旦說出口，猶如遠古的文物，被發掘出土暴露於空氣中，變得面目全非，失去本來的價值。
所以，不輕易說。
只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗盡，只因執著，便落得傷痕纍纍。那段感情如強酸腐蝕著那顆麻木的心，穿了一個洞，再也無法彌補。時間是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛邊漸漸撫平，不再擱人。每當寒風吹過，猶聞隱約淒涼的蕭蕭聲，似輓歌。
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，於是狠狠將自己摔碎，拒絕熔化拼湊。因為怕熔了記憶，怕熔了那個遠遠的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
之後，水瓶座依然談笑風生，依然開朗豁達，繼續著一段接一段的新感情，重複著一切，因為無法承受寂寞。
人們都說水瓶花心，見一個愛一個，水瓶座會哈哈一笑，說"哪有？冤啊！"。其實心裡在滴著血，臉上卻得笑的燦爛，安慰自己"我是誰啊！哪會那麼弱呢！"
有人說水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以為了不起。可是誰又瞭解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一個，且不具修改性。除了那個人，其他所有自動歸為一種程序。
因為無法虛偽，所以甜言蜜語都吝嗇給予。因為天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因為沒有勇氣，所以眼睜睜放手真愛無能為力。
當看到一個瓶子在瘋狂地快樂或悲傷時，請千萬不要被迷惑，水瓶總是不由自主地交錯操縱著快樂與悲傷。其實並不像看到的那麼快樂，同樣的，也不像看到的那麼悲傷。只是悲傷時，喜歡帶上快樂的面具，而當水瓶快樂時，悲傷又不肯輕易放過。
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看見眼底那一縷似有似無的哀傷，才能明白是什麼讓水瓶如此的義無反顧，是什麼讓水瓶變得如此忽冷忽熱捉摸不定，才能體會水瓶的堅強只是竭力掩飾的脆弱。
星相上說，水瓶座往往不被所愛的人珍惜。我想，是為什麼呢？也許答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不願承認而已。
水瓶座除了需要一個深愛自己包容一切的人以外，還需要一個心理醫生

wo xiang ni le...

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Broken heart......

cant on9 for around 1 month start from now....
cosssssssssssssssss.....
my laptop screen was BROKEN by my brother~~~
SOB SOB.....T.T
have to save money to repair it jor....
haiz......
now im back to the life WITHOUT internet~~~
oh~~~~


hopes i can on9 a.f.a.p.....=)












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